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back to school [03 Feb 2010|11:06pm]

The first day back at uni is where I saw the very beauty which I wanted to
hold and love with every fibre in my body.Firstly Im in my second year at
uni,jus started the first semester i play hockey n i would be considered a
jock in america but because this is England Im just considered a sporty
chick.Im 19, about 5ft 5,with muscles not fat just a well defined bod cos of
the weights i did as a kid,brown hair with blonde streaks.Ive been told I
have cute eyes n a cute smile by my preivous girlfriends all of whom im
still in regular contact with.
Well back on with the story,she noticed me the very first day i saw her,her
smile accentuating her gorgeous green eyes.No words spoken between us just a
smile,a smile enough to make me take notice of her which can be quite rare
as Id spent most of the summer single after my ex has told me I was too good
for her.She was wearing a loose-fittin South African rugby shirt n jeans I
swear i was totallly blown away by her.I had to calm down cos she was a
fresher n i didnt wana scare away the only potential gf material I'd seen
grace the uni campus.
I'm not into all the mind games crap,n I dont believe she was the type to
play it that way,but until i knew she was gay i kept myself from getting too
excited.I walked into uni the next day n bumped into her again this time she
muttered a 'hello' at my direction. Me,being stupid did a double take
thinking my blonde beauty couldnt be talking to me I carried on walking.Not
disturbed by my percieved rudeness(I didnt know) she decided to drag me in
the toilets n pushed me into a cubicle n preceeded to kiss me hard n me not
aware of the situation took a while to respond but when i did she understood
how i felt fo'sure.After the kiss had ended which seemed like forever not
that i was complainin,she said 'Now u get the hint darlin' Im Alex,n u r?',
'Er Im Beth,Alex its nice to meet ya'.We both knew no introduction was
really neccessary.She had a glint in her green eyes n i still couldnt
believe i was standing in a uni toilet just having kissed a hot girl.She
pulled me in for another smooch n this time it was more heated and I could
feel the passion being generated between us even if it was in a toilet
After we'd finally stopped kissin n groping each other,Alex dived into my
pocket n found my fone n punched her number in it under 'Babe' I wasnt
complaining,but I still had to ask 'You do want us to be an item dont you?'
she looked at me dumbfounded and didnt answer me just grabbed my hand and
pulled me out of the toilets towards the halls.I mean I'm not the type to
have meaningless,soulless sex it just isnt me.She literally dragged me back
towards halls and as we entered the 'Lord Openshaw' hall something clicked
it was my old hall from last year.She was in my old room purely by
coincidence,but the memories came back from me n various girlfriends.
I didnt tell Alex this for fear of reprisal and plus I had no clue where
this was going.She turned the key in the door and led me in.She pushed my
back pack off my back and very slowly moved down to my jean pockets to
remove my phone and wallet,'we dont want interruptions do we?' Alex murmured
and preceeded to trun off my phone.

More at my lesbian dating blog
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[18 Feb 2005|09:21pm]

[ mood | jubilant ]

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La la la. [17 Feb 2005|08:24pm]

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[11 Feb 2005|07:40am]

[ mood | in love, hahaha ]

I just realized that people started to write in this, and that is awesome.

I'm actually quite good friends now with that guy I worked with. (see first post for more details) He broke up with the Stick. Which is good. I don't have feelings for him like that anymore. We're just good friends. And this makes me happy.

Is it quite possible that I have met the most EMOtional boy there is? He is one of my good friends. I have never met a boy so emo. It's amazing. Attitude wise? He's the most EMOtional boy I know. And of course, who has fallen in love with him? (looks around, raises hand) There we go.

Let's keep this community going. I don't know about you, but I enjoy it. =)

Love you guys.

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[31 Dec 2004|08:10pm]
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What is emo for the n00bs [16 Dec 2004|01:40pm]

Im curious what is emo, i see the term all the time on live journal but never any where else.

Does emo stand for emotional?

Or is it a style
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Help promote!! [21 Nov 2004|05:39pm]

I've made some banners so we can promote this place, so please help us out. Only promote in communities that say it's okay to promote, we don't want anyone getting mad at us.

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[21 Nov 2004|04:40pm]

[ mood | chipper ]

Well, I'm trying to get this community out there right now. I made this application/getting to know one another/I don't really know thingie, and I'd appreciate it if everyone would make their intro posts with this. Yay, I'll be the first.

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[19 Nov 2004|10:49pm]

how do you talk to someone who walks by almost everyday at lunch when you're as shy as i am?
I just feel nervous,partly because he's always walking with this girl and guy.
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WHA-LA! (well, sort of) [13 Aug 2004|01:40pm]

[ mood | aggravated ]

So here we have it, kids. A new community. Ariel and I came up with this, due to the fact that we think most emo boys have sucky choices in chicks.

Example A:
A boy at my job. Gorgeous. Emo. Got the hair, the style, EVERYTHING, right? Well, yeah. Doesn't it suck, to find out that he is dating the epitome of a dumb-blonde barbie-doll whore. Jealous? Yeah, if you call it that. Pissed off? Well, who wouldn't be? It just seems that these days, you have to be "that" image to get the guy of your choice, or even somebody that isn't a grade-A asshole. And trust me. I have gotten a lot of asshole guys in my life. I am SICK OF IT! And I am opposed to this.

Anybody else agree?

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